Why I watch anime...
Posted: November 24th, 2008, 6:17 pm
I began to think recently about my reasons for being an anime fan. The realization came to me as I had noticed that some of the people in my life were trying to live part of their lives vicariously through me. What does this have to do with my love of anime you asked? When I began to ask myself if I was trying to live my life vicariously through someone else, I relieved that in all honesty I have been living my life vicariously through the lives of the anime characters in the series I watch.
This became all to clear recently when I was watching something where the group of heroes was cornered by the bad guy. The bad guy offered to let the group live if they just gave up the girl. (the girl that the main character was in love with) I found myself yelling at the TV, “Like hell I will!”. I realized that I had put myself in the place of the hero. I looked back on my early days in anime I noticed a pattern. I use to watch anime where the hero was cool and always won in the end. I always preferred action to romance and comedies. I wanted to be a hero, to be looked up to and admired. That is not that surprising, how many of us pretended to be fire fighters, or astronauts, or Superman? This was a common dream of many kids and my anime viewing followed that trend. (Trigun, DBZ, ect..)
As I got older my tastes in anime changed. I started to gravitate more towards anime that contained more drama and romance. (yes, this includes harem anime) I found that I wasn’t as interested in a show if it didn’t have at least one cute girl. And the main shows that I wanted to watch had a main male character that had a cute girl as his love interest. I believe the reason for this is because this is the type of life I desired. Don’t get me wrong, my life is pretty good. I have a good job, a nice house, friends and family. But the one thing I want most seems to be the only thing that I could never get, the love of my life. I would probably rather take on all the evil geniuses bent on world domination, then spend nights at home dreaming about what it would be like.
I believe because of this anime has become less of an entertainment to me and more of a crutch I use to get through the parts of my life that I am not happy with. In this case I guess that would make anime my drug of choice.
So what do you guys think? Is this common or have I just lost it?
This became all to clear recently when I was watching something where the group of heroes was cornered by the bad guy. The bad guy offered to let the group live if they just gave up the girl. (the girl that the main character was in love with) I found myself yelling at the TV, “Like hell I will!”. I realized that I had put myself in the place of the hero. I looked back on my early days in anime I noticed a pattern. I use to watch anime where the hero was cool and always won in the end. I always preferred action to romance and comedies. I wanted to be a hero, to be looked up to and admired. That is not that surprising, how many of us pretended to be fire fighters, or astronauts, or Superman? This was a common dream of many kids and my anime viewing followed that trend. (Trigun, DBZ, ect..)
As I got older my tastes in anime changed. I started to gravitate more towards anime that contained more drama and romance. (yes, this includes harem anime) I found that I wasn’t as interested in a show if it didn’t have at least one cute girl. And the main shows that I wanted to watch had a main male character that had a cute girl as his love interest. I believe the reason for this is because this is the type of life I desired. Don’t get me wrong, my life is pretty good. I have a good job, a nice house, friends and family. But the one thing I want most seems to be the only thing that I could never get, the love of my life. I would probably rather take on all the evil geniuses bent on world domination, then spend nights at home dreaming about what it would be like.
I believe because of this anime has become less of an entertainment to me and more of a crutch I use to get through the parts of my life that I am not happy with. In this case I guess that would make anime my drug of choice.
So what do you guys think? Is this common or have I just lost it?